Because of love

I'm dying inside more and more every day

This passion is taking my breath away.

I cry, I scream, I lose my senses

with these deathly thoughts of you.

I can't control myself,

I do not own my own feelings

Can't switch off those emotions that ravage inside

and hurt my heart and soul.

I'm dying, I'm dying for the love I don't have,

and I will never have, your love.

I smile to hide this growing depression,

but underneath the mask I carry

my sense of joy vanishes too fast to handle.

My minds will is losing this damned battle against my hearts will.

I love you, I know that, and I don't have any doubts,

I wish it would be easy to accept my destiny and just move on,

but I live intensely every feeling and emotion,

the good and bad ones, sadness, joy, anger.

I cannot forget you easily, I wish I could.

I'm just a little child inside that feels alone and wants to be loved.

I wish you could love me the way I do love you.

You don't even imagine how much I want you in my life.

There's so much I wanted to share with you,

so many moments I insanely fantasize of us having.

I desire your kiss, your touch, the warmth of your body.

You own me, you manage now my fucking mind.

I sigh for you a million times a day,

you leave me shaking every time I see your face,

every time you pass by me.

There is only one way for this to end:

I need another love in my life.

If I don't find it, I will soon die,

I will die because of love.