Sozinho e Perdido

Alone and Lost

We knocked on the doors of Hell`S darker chamber

Puushed to the limit, we dragged ourselves in

Watched form the uvings as the scenes were replaying

We saw ourselves now as we never had seen.

Portrayal of the trauma and degeneration

The sorrows we suffured and never were free

Where have they been?

Weary inside, now our heart`s lost forever

Cant`t replace the fear , or the thrill of the chase

Each ritual showed up the door for our wanderings.

An abyss that laughs at creation

A circus complete with all folls.

Existence... well what does it matther?

I exist on the best terms I can

The past is now part of my future

The present is well out of hand

Heart and with very pain.

My pain is Holy!!!

No words coulp explain, no actions determine

Just watching the trees nd the leaves as they fall.

Now that I`ve realised how it`s all gone wrong

Gotta find some therapy, this theatment takes too long

Gotta find my destiny, before it gets too late...

The death keep calling me, keep on calling me.

And I don`t know...

Looking ahead in the gripe of each fear

Recalls the life that we knew

The shadow that stood by the side of the road

Always reminds me of you and your falseness.

My mother I tried please belive me

I am doing the best that I can

I am ashamed of the things I`ve been put trough

I am ashamed of the person I am!

I am alone and lost.

Isolat with my pain and my anguish.

This is my life,

And the your life too...

Who are we?

Who am I?

What Am I?

Acaraú, 25 de junho de 2009?

Será mesmo?

Gilliard Alves Rodrigues