and so i puke my own little heart
once i was young and weightless
and the wind blew kisses on my tender flesh
and springtime was oh, so crystalline
and i knew only smoke through sunburnt skin.
but a hasty whittler caught hold of me
and carved lines into my face
and now my lungs are filled with smog
and now my chest is made of lead
dear Lord, how come
although i've got so much ahead
not yet ended the teens
i droop my head in a farewell?