DISORDELY

The flow of time might be

different for each one of person

Mine, has been during ages, centuries,

it's like i've been living thousands of lives

all at once.

Wondering why, trying to figure where

should i go, not able to plan the nexts

steps, 'Cause God, i've been nothing,

but foolish inordinate.

My thoughts, an universe of disorderly,

the price, my well being, my sanity.

More I pray, more the devil seems to be

right beside of me.

How many more weeks, days, years will I live...

Cause, listen,

it's been nothing but a torture to me,

if hell exists, definitely sure that it's right here.