I'm in hell

I hate my life,

I'm not free,

I can't be myself,

I can't follow my

nature.

I can't satisfy my impulses.

I'm always told I'm an idiot.

I don't have privacy,

I don't have rights.

I'm in hell,

I'm disrespected

all the time.

I don't want to

be who I am.

If I could choose,

I would be

another person.

I'd like to see

an angel that

could tell me

what to do.

I wish I knew

how to help myself.

I wish I had a chance

to begin again.

a chance to be real.

I don't want my life,

because I feel

I'm not real.

I'm afraid I'm false.