Relapsing

You know me well,

so you know how difficult it is for me not to

express myself when I have so much to say.

I was so happy in March that I forgot my past,

but April hurt me so much,

That I can't know if I'll make it to May.

I already knew how difficult it would be,

So I walked away, leaving you with your perfect make-believe

But we continue in this silent game,

where the songs remind me of everything that

I just want to forget.

I don't know if my biggest fear is losing you forever,

or that everything will happen again.

I see you in my dreams, and these sad days,

have been like clouds that never rain.