__________> may my madness be forgiven <_____________

That the strength of the fear that I have
don't stop me from seeing what i want
that the death of everything I believe in
don't cover my ears and mouth
because half of me is what i scream
the other half is silence
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That the music I hear from afar
be the prettiest even if it's sad
May the people I love be loved forever
even if distant
because half of me is sadness
the other half is longing.
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Want the words I speak
never, never be heard as a prayer or repeated with fervor
just respected as the only thing
What's left for a woman flooded with feelings
because half of me is what i hear
the other half is what i shut up
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That my desire to go far
become the calm and peace I deserve
and that this tension does not consume me inside
and that one day I continue to believe that everything will be fully rewarded
because half of me is hope
the other half turns into loneliness
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and is that fear of loving again disappear forever
and that living with myself becomes at least bearable,
And may the mirror reflect a sweet smile on my face
that I remember being given in childhood
because half of me is the memory of what I was
the other half I don't know
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May a simple joy be always needed
to quiet my spirit and my heart,
that my silence speaks to me more and more
because half of me is shelter
the other half is very tired
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May art point me to an answer
even if she doesn't know me or understand me,
and that no one tries to complicate
because simplicity is necessary to make it flourish
because half of me is an audience
the other half is turned into a song.
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May my madness be forgiven
because half of me is love
and the other half too