Today
Today I came to bury my love deep within my soul
to let him go, maybe for him is some kind of relief to know
that is over and he could go on, on his own.
Today I put flowers on his tomb; life can be so cruel,
I felt sympathy for what he went through
and yet in my mind I’m convincing myself, it’s over.
Today I feel the emptiness that once he had filled with so much happiness
and yet our friendship is slowly vanishing.
I was there when he needed me, near by the phone or
waiting for the door to knock, but I knew he’ll never come.
Today I broke all the chains from my heart to set myself free,
from wishful thinking and eventually from him.
Today I put flowers on his grave, leaving behind what could never be mine
in this solitude ride, I’m saying tearful good-byes.
Copyright@2006 Michelle Carreiro