Got To Sleep

I go to bed

Can't sleep

That drowning

Sensation all over me

I know what It is

I panicked

Change bed

Change position

Lungs are filled

Cardiac hangover

Next day

I'm still wake

Chicken out

Drink some more

Can't face reality

A good night

It's a pass out dream

Fighting fire

With fear

And burns like hell

Watch a movie

Check social media

Idiots still winning

Why bother

Just want to sleep

Another day in hell

Same old shit

Got stop one day

Got to try

The heart is big

Lungs are soaked

Fight or die

But I got to sleep!