Broken Hope

Seeking inspiration I found gratitude,
To my mind that wanders in solitude,
Hoping to love and see a better day,
While my  trust lies in ominous decay.

There was a time when I was sensible,
Never more! Desperate and unquenchable,
Walking the line that my soul delivers, 
While my heart bleed and the hand shivers.

Waiting for my muse,  no one came to my aid,
Hurting and suffering I was Just afraid,
I pour my feelings on blood and ink,
You, forever, that is all I can think.