Weak

It's starting a new week

My body and soul still ache

And I feel myself weak

Another time for me to fake

I'll put a mask to hide

All the burdens within,

All the troubles inside,

What all the problems mean

My façade can't disguise

But I am doing my best

I don't allow them to realize

I hid a monster in my chest

I shouldn't, it's wrong

My true self no one will know

I've carried this for too long

I'm gonna let my heart blow

Then in my coffin you'll see

A face nobody would recognize

A happy, smiling, part of me

Who died after being martyrized