It

It’s been several weeks

Since you left me with all this mess

And several tears have tried to breach my eyes

But no success

In my mind so many times I’ve tried

Numb and quiet to fight the plunder

And yet as many times I’ve failed

And left asunder

And even though I’ve scorched this land

Seeking hope and lust and love

Again and again I found myself motionless

And weakened by fear, thereof

Long are the years already passed

Over the memories I’ve tried to keep.

Long are the hours of my everyday

Waiting to close my eyes and sleep.