Love crystallized

Later on, I look back and I barely knew

Why I just keeping doing what I do

I just know, that speaking moment

My mind was made by my heart

A warm feeling fulfilled me inside

I was not alone for once in life

And there came a clearece of mind

So I did what you do to be alive

And for once, barely did I knew

I was going to live not on my own

Even though I would have to choose

To be lonely and yet not alone

To be truthfully loved by the one

He would not be him no more

And I, disappeared by that time

Would've been less so he could be more

I insist on thinking and be disturbed

One should not live with enough

One should live to be pleased

And by that, happiness would exist

And I, keeping changing by the time

And judged to be untruthful by the heart

What a confused heart was mine

To love a version of you I saw crystallized

I know that pleased was your heart

I apologize it took so long to realize

If I were to be yours for life

I would never again be mine