And everything comes back to me

I idealized a world which I could not live

I survive on a land that I can not breathe

I breathe the lives of those I do not forgive

Because we are learning to conclude with death

And everything comes back to this

In the hills the sunlight hover over the people

For me there is only a moonlight on a river

And the happy ones cross the cathedral

But in this current I wipe my eyes with silver

And everything comes back to them

Lucy, I want to be in this sky with diamonds too

Mystify my nightmares and make them real

Since when do blue butterflies eat glue?

The sadness of being in the dark is all I can feel

And everything comes back to her

In the sea of change I search for pieces of me

Broken and undone, am I really gone?

In the depths I discover a new piece that is the key

Back to the cycle, this lone wolf can re-ascend

And everything comes back to the end

Oliver Yeager

20th September 2018