Hollow White

Even though

I had some happy moments

Powerful enough to keep me away

From the cold claws of my old self

That blue feeling still lives

Inside my red heart

“Don’t you ever get tired

Of having your happiness

Being taken away by the blue boy?

Leaving your face blank as white

And a hollow space inside you”

The sincere words from Lady Reason

The cold wind does not only

Sink my body into a river of peace

But also makes the blue boy

Crazy to escape his cell

And to take control

I wonder if this is just

Something I can get rid off

Or if it's my blood curse, walking with me

Until the day I lie down

On a bed of worms