Should I ?

Should I try to understand this feeling

Should I trust this lie around

Should I cry and pity for myself

Should I reach out what is never found

Should I stay

Should I need another ryme

Should I will the barely nothing

Should I turn my back on this

And consider it a crime

Should I dream of a better day

Should I try against all odds

Should I write about this

Should I do insist

Should I bother you, oh God!

On being ridiculous

For loving you too much

For caring still too deeply

For believing it so childsh

Never mind

It is just another night without you

No one answers

No one cares

No one ...

Should I ?