Erotomania

Well, I shouldn't

But yet I ought to

You won't get a job

Nor leave me alone

Neither I want you to

This phantasmagoric being

Knows not where to go

And cries the death's grief

Of no one at all

Where are you?

Hey, missed girl

Don't hate me, please, please

Need me like oxygen

Love me like you shall never do

"But don't change a hair for me

Not if you care for me"

Hold you on to yourself

- Your shining eyes still shall conquer the world

Guess I'm just the silliest fool for saying that

Stupid, huh?

Phantasmagoria fucks it all

Darling image that I love

You were me all the time

But yet I'm not you

Even though

The blood of the alter

Oughtta be mine

But I'm not here

And I'm wondering

Who could be writing this

And maybe

Just maybe

The sun doesn't shine

The music ain't no good

And the friends aren't there at all

I had no idea

This could go so far

That thick

I had no idea

Eros could suck my life

That hard

I had no idea

My mind could crumble itself

And lose its sparkle, not that illy

I'm a memory of me

And you are a memory

Of what have never been

Our love was like a cloud

Once it forms something beautiful

But then goes away

Never to be found

Never to rebirth

Except on our memories

And in our hearts