A huge hole of sadness and hope

Everything that happened this year

Every word I said, every tear I cried

Every time you fled, every time you lied

All these times I was there for you my dear

When I remember the moments that you forgot

Until now we haven't returned to our spot

So far you're not ready (just give yourself to me)

Well, I wonder if you will hold on me (if I am unsteady)

Where I gave you the best valentine's day

When I gave you the perfect kiss

What could I say to make you stay?

Why do we come back to this?

Honey, I never needed anybody

But I want you next to my body

Is it worth to fight for an unknown future?

Or will I just continue in this torture?

Oliver Yeager

4th Octuber 2018