Naive

I am pretty disappointed with everything I know

how could I be so naive yet so?

I am changing, can't stop this flowing river

And at the waterfall I will leave you forever

It was not the future that I wanted for us

That was not the subject I wanted to discuss

This is not enough for maturity

walking in circles around you I lost my purity

All our plans and desires in the trash

as I was afflicted, suffering is once again a friend

As I predicted, love become ashes

Hiding the pain is the best way to pretend

I am on my way to see you again

This time, just to get my shirt that I lent

An encounter after the end of what I dreamt

Please don't waste my time in vain

Oliver Yeager

4th Octuber 2018