Bloody tears

For years,

your words

have poisoned

my mind.

For years,

you've

hurt my

soul.

I've cried

bloody tears

in silence.

I've got a

black poison

in my veins.

I can't even

scream

let you know

my despair.

I've been feeling

so defeated,

so alone,

so miserable.

You don't care

if I'm crying

or desperate.

you just care

if everything

is like you wish

Someday,

this bitter poison

will reach my

heart.

I'll drown in your

nasty sea of

selfishness

and malignance.