Autodefenestration

Things have changed

Because we are in a new life

Everywhere, everytime

In a room to organize

I look through the window

I wonder what you've been up to

Maybe going out with a marxist weirdo

And he must be just like you

I look at the floor

I wonder if I fixed all of my mistakes

And if you continue as before

suddenly my heart aches

I look at the crowd

They wonder what's wrong with me

If they know, I doubt

Are you there to see?

I look to the sky

It makes me want to try

I wonder if it would work

Makes me want to fly

Then I look at myself

I wonder why I'm falling

Maybe my heart is rotting

I've to get another on the top shelf

I look at you

I wonder if I can love anyone else

And if everything you said is true

I should not like this view

I look at the time

Winter is coming again

Months fly like birds

Migrating in the rain

I should not be in trouble

You could just decide

We could just travel

Why haven't you arrived?

Oliver Yeager

19th June 2019