And So This Is Christmas

I want to know what will I do when the year ends.

I can't do anything because is so dificult to me be happy.

Photos, scraps, e-mails, words in my hand.

Songs, I listen but I don't understand

What am I doing, what am I eating, what am I thinking about this moment?

December, holidays, vacation, I don't like it! No matter the situation.

If you ask to me why, I can't answer you.

I just say Happy Christmas and look something to do.