I am not like that
Is it too bad if I decide not to go for it anymore? I'm not exactly quitting. I've tried, but, in the end, it is just disappointing. And not because my expectations are too high. No! I have an open mind, but the problem is apparently people forgot I even have a mind. It's scary how people don't know how to interact beyond the physical part. I would say it's not even that they don't want to. They just don't know how to do it. Maybe they've never learned how to deal with that. So we all become empty bodies, a beautiful package whose content doesn't make a difference. I could say "I'm sorry, but I don't wanna be like that." But, honestly, I am not sorry. I am happy and proud not to be like that.