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IF I DIE TOMORROW

I'll leave my smile... I'll leave good things and others less good... I'll be learning... I'll take love...

If I leave tomorrow... there will be no new beginnings in these tired steps of mine... there will be no sunset or moonlight...

I left love... I found love... I heard and felt the lack of love in me... and in someone I found it too...

In this passage my heart found the love of my life... the perfect fit of an eclipse... the soul that fits mine...

I cried for love... I suffered for lack of love... I screamed frustrations and was stabbed by disappointments...

I've made a lot of mistakes and so many times... in the wheel of luck, bewilderment won...

I've been chronic and fickle... in the ring that sometimes is life I've thrown myself to the ground... and so many other times life woke my body in ashes on the carpet over and over again...

I believed without looking... and I looked to believe...

I've been lost... I've been a found... I've been so much and so much that I could have been more...

If I die tomorrow... I've been happy... I've been unhappy... I've cried... I've smiled... I've loved... I've already deceived myself... I've already disappointed... I've played... seriously... I've been wrong... I've been deceived... I've been honest... I've lied... but today I have a path... I can make mistakes... risk... try... but the truth is part of me... and if I die tomorrow may my heart be at peace...