I can't anymore

He makes me want die.

The way he looks at me.

The way he talks to me.

The way he pretends I don't exist.

The way he doesn't talk to me.

The way he laughs of my face.

The way he is so overbearing.

The way he think that the world orbit around him.

The way he think that can trate me like shit just because he have money.

The way he think that can step on me.

The way he act when he is not fine.

The way he is always sad and put the blame on me.

The way he can't be happy and makes me feel really small too.

He is a dementor, everything turn cold when he arrive, happiness goes around. How he can be like this? How he can live like this?

I would like to go out. Maybe I don't want die, but I would like to disappear. Like nobody find me, no one I know knows where I'm going to be.

For a while, a long while.