Where are my guiders?

What is right to do? And what is wrong? Where should I go? I feel over my shoulders a big responsibility and I’m afraid to make mistakes and don’t accomplish my work. What should I do? I’m afraid! Where are my guide right now? Now is a good moment, but it make me feel worried about what is going to happen in next second of my life, in the next minute, hour, day, week, months, years. Where is the o’clock, where is my society, where is the organization, where are the things I’m looking for? Where are the persons I’m looking for? The o’clock is working and the indicators appoint the travel of the time through the movement of the pointers. Where are you my brothers and sisters? I’m looking for you, I’m trying a communication, but I cannot find you anywhere.