I think
The ONLY ONE thing I believe today in life is in mercy and love of God.
when people scream, I believe He listen, when people cry, I know He console, when we're dying into ourselves, I know He touch in our heart making us alive again. He can see when we are losing the last strength.
He gave us the freedom, so be free to choose. Just don't hurt nobody, nor yourself, and make the best you can of your life.
Don't be afraid or shy to cry when you want. Don't be afraid to love. Don't let yourself die. Live forever!
I agree when Kurt Cobain said "Nobody dies a virgin... Life fucks us all".
So please, don't let yourself fall when things appear without solution.