The Offering

It' has been always like this

...always like nothing

like a ghost...

they all seem to be living

laughing...

but i can look deep into their eyes

i see ...hollow.

i see despair..

a soul..struggling to shine

drowning in numbness

Among them i walk

Among them...i try to touch

to feel something..

my reflection has no shape

There's nowhere i can fit.

i see my fading life

My fading light..

should i let them go?

They are all so lost..

and i see a path

i see...the dream...

this place...

where we all want to go..

but feels like i'm the only one who can see it..

i don't wanna go there alone..

i can't hold you...

i can barely stand by myself...

Should i let you all go?

Should i stay and fade away?

what miracle should i do

so you can see?

Is it inevitable my sacrifice?

...

I can clearly see...

Y'all want my blood

You all desperately seek for life..

But this thirst can never be satiated...

When the day comes..

Will i surrender..and let it all go..

or shall i finally taste blood

and become a demon just like you?

or will i...become something else...

and finally feel alive?