a Fallen Hero...

I even wondered...

would it hurt less if i hate you?

as i try to kill the pain...the pain kills me even faster

i'm not strong enough...

not alone.

where were you?

"where...are you?"

asked myself this..so many times

after you promised you would come..

where were you

when i was hurt

where were you

when there was no one to protect me ?

you left me ...

but i'm still here

i'm alive

..i'm in pieces

...but i'm strong...

i thought i was stronger than you

but what i see now is

some old men

dying

alone

no friends

no family...

how do you live like this?

you must be really strong...

but all that strenght comes with a price...

and i don't wanna have to be that strong.

...

i just wanna let you know that

...i love you

i always will

you were my hero

a hero that didn't save me

but made me save myself.