YOUR RETURN IS SOOTHING TO THE SOULD AND HEART...

It's nice, beautiful, and soothing to the soul and heart to see you back posting things everyone loves to read from you, some of them already posted in the past but worth being repeated here “to warn us” of how you are, how you are feeling related to everything that has happened to your life recently. The motorcyle ride was an old dream, if I am not mistaken, maybe with the guy who picks you up by motorcycle every morning to take you to the school, I think. 
I know, your wings have been broken again and it seems that not even a new love has fixed them. But you do have someone who still loves you so much and prays for you every single day, sometimes in tears, sometimes simply praying and putting your resentment, hurt, even your hatred for the things that have happened to you recently, in JESUS’ hands. 
I remember, dear poetess, that for 2 years, when we were separated, starting in 2019 you called me twice and then a third time to check how I was because my sister had died after having a second stroke. The first two times you called me, was because you wanted me back for you and wanted to continue our relationship. So, I do not see any reason for you to be angry at me because I now love you as you loved me back in 2019. Am I disturbing anything? I don’t care. This is my account, and you did the same for 2 years and 7 months by not deleting anything written by us together. Now I am doing the same, can I ?

At that time, you did not delete a single poem and duet of ours. If I had had a girlfriend at that time and she had checked my RL account, she would have asked me why a woman had so many poems and duets with our names and beautiful words of love in each of them. Later in 2022, you did not either delete anything of ours for about 7 months but started deleting and cleaning everything because of your “new love or crush”. Understandably, because he would have asked you the same thing and made the same questions. So dear, for 2 years and 7 months you did not delete anything produced and written by us. This year, I tried to open a new account, but transferring more than one thousand poems from one account to the other, would be too time-consuming for me. Time which I do not have right now. But then, I also thought about the time when you did not delete anything either, and decided to do the same, I mean, keeping all the poems and duets, including your names and one of them with your picture. This account is mine and I pay for it and like you, I have the same right to keep as many poems and duets in my RL account as you did in the past. I WILL NOT CHANGE ANYTHING. I still love you no matter how angry and resentful you are with everything. You are stubborn, proud, and revengeful just like me. But I am enjoying our “contacts”. You have the option to stop reading me if you so wish, but I will read everything you write about, even the poems that offend me, I understand your heart and resentment at this moment. You are forgiven! 
 My faith is based on JESUS and HIS teachings, not teachings taught by man. I will go on producing and writing whatever I decide to write about. First, I do not mention names, I mention letters which anyone can bear those letters in their names. 
I am also happy for you and will continue praying for the things you need to change in your life so that you can make somebody happy. I know you very well, but JESUS knows you better than me, for sure, because HE was your MAKER, body, spirit and soul and HE knows how to touch your heart to convince you that HE is the only solution for you.
May GOD bless you and again, I am very happy to see you back because your bliss, peace and love are the most important things you can have in your life right now, with or without a man to love. We don't need anyone to love if we have ourselves and our GOD to rely on, count on, even fall back on in times of trouble.

Paulo Eduardo Cardoso Pereira
Enviado por Paulo Eduardo Cardoso Pereira em 23/10/2022
Reeditado em 21/03/2024
Código do texto: T7634246
Classificação de conteúdo: seguro