Life?

Life...

A Complex junction between all kinds of elements

Science have been always trying to prove where it started, how...

I belive the true question is...why it exists...

i've been eighteen years trying to understand that

why am i living and why should i.

should i just go by the feelings and keep this endless cicle of life and death

or should i found an alternative?

sometimes seems that death is not the true ending of life

maybe it's the way it ends...

maybe i shouldn't know the answer.

once i heard...that all our pain came from a single sin.

but what kind of sin was that?

some told me that was gluttony, lust...

I belive it was something else.

all the sins are extremly tempting, and obviously something to offer...

and my question is

What was the offer of the first sin?

i belive it was knowledge...

the knowledge of right and wrong,

the knowledge of our own value

the knowledge of our pointless life.

i ask myself...if i'm looking for this same offer everyday...

if i'm trying to do something that i shouldn't...

if i'm searching for something that i should not found

for my own sake.

feels like i can't be better than i'm now

even if i could...i should't.

feels like...we ..were made...to be so...meaningless.

segunda-feira, 15 de agosto de 2011