NERDISH

"What am I supposed to do"? I thought, remorsefully thinking about how life can be so unfair with some, and fairly good with others.

Winning her heart is not, as I used to think, an easy task. Herculean is the proper name for such a task and titanic must be my willpower, because I really am thinking of giving up on her. Really!

They say what comes easy, easy go away. Maybe I so need to struggle to get her. But should this struggle equalize the one David fought? The wall she built around her heart is too big to be climbed, it seems like a Goliath, I am no David. But the truth is, I really am willing to fight for her, that shorty little nerdy girl.

I love the way she walks, so humbly, so exuberantly at the same, and surely so confidently. I love the way she talks - using expressive gestures, using her beautiful voice, her body language that entices and which, by itself is a piece of art. If I had to compare her body to a masterpiece, surely it would be a Picasso, undoubtedly!

"What am I supposed to do"? I think now, thoughtfully creating tasteful words and interesting scenarios to conquer her because that time, that time maybe was the worst case scenario we could possibly use to talk about red hearts and Cupid's bow, that was, let's say, a bad environment, a good moment just to play around and not, I mean, never ever to talk about those things girls take too seriously.

What am I supposed to do next then? I dunno! I will keep on trying but honestly, I am not as confident as I was in that worst case scenario environment!

Nerdy girls are as attractive as difficult to decodify.

— Fábio Kintosh