I am wrong .. (Desabafo em Ingles)

Very badly, and it seems that every day that passes with depression consumes me, perhaps the lack of someone I can really talk all that's on my head, or someone who loves me as I can love him?

I know that today nothing else makes sense and what are tears, I try to fight, go to a place where no one can reach me, maybe one day I discover that all of this, but perhaps I can never find ...

I love someone who loves me not, it has hurt me every day to know that I can not remove him and that I will have to load the karma to find someone who I really love and can be matched ...

This is my life or my punishment?