Unsent 2
381 days have passed since that first kiss and during all this time, there was only one day in which we were really together, there was only one day that you chose me: that barbecue at my friend's place. That night you did not care about anything or anybody else in this world, you chose to be with ME. We were really together (though we weren't officially together) and in harmony, cos our hearts and our minds were in sync. For the first and the last time, you had TIME for me. But from that day on, you simply stopped choosing me and consequently, u stopped having time for me, but I did not know it then. Now I do.
That was our best moment, those hours were a sample of everything good that we could have and be together. The only moment of our history in which you chose me. And that's why it was so good and will always be remembered.
Unfortunately, that memory's irrelevant rn cos it was just the promise of a future that never was. The truth is that you might've loved me, but it wasn't enough to make you choose me again.
The things we don't choose in this life tend to vanish into thin air and we can never get them back. I think this is life's way of teaching people to get what they want while they can but people most of the times cannot see it and regret is the price they pay.
Now, the lesson I learned was that no matter how perfect two people can be for each other, it takes 2 to make it real, to make it last. It takes an honest choice.