To Say Goodbye

Why I still looking for someone? I do not know why you are gone. What is supposed to happen now? My mind was trained, but I cannot put this on my acts, on my way. All the things around me say that I need someone new, someone different. But, you are still with me in my dreams. I can see you, but not touch you and hug you. I can recall the moment and hear that you love me. If I louder, can you hear me? I want to say that I miss you. I had opportunities to say that, but I did not. Now I miss you and this cannot change anything. You are gone. But never forgotten.