Carta de Adeus

Day after day... Though or Through, maybe tough, there’s a song inside my head reaching out through my heart, but it’s a song I’ve learned in another life, I can’t quite remember. As I was doing the dishes its melody came to my mouth in a whistle, I wasn’t thinking of anything and the melody kept developing itself…

Today, just a few moments ago I realized something. I have to get away. I love my niece more than anything in this world, more than I thought it was possible for such a feeling to exist, but now I understand what I must do. I must get away.

Almost like a priestess who chooses her path alone, but she knows she’s not on her own, she has some god, or whatever she believes in, by her side. I’m not that fortunate. I believe in nothing and the path I have to follow must be beside no one, no other, I must do it all alone.

Now I know I have to go, but I still don’t know what am I to do. I have to leave it all behind and in my mind there will be only memories that soon will be mistaken for dreams and I will no longer be bound to this Earth or this mortal body. Soon I will be simply a constant thought flying throughout its own existence as long as it shall exist.

Having this said, now I must confess; I’m losing my mind. Therefore I must go before the void consumes my very soul. I must go.