My mom's irony!

She jokes about herself

But everything is not all right

She's too sad 'cause she's sick

I can see it clearly tonight

Sometimes I punish myself

'Cause I don't cry as much as I would like

I don't enjoy her company

The enough that I should to

But I'm sure that I'll miss her a lot

And my life is gonna get dark

Without her laugh

I honestly don't know what to do

I dope myself and try not to think about it

But everytime I see her

I come back to reallity and feel

Most and most confused about

My feelings and my future

I really would like to have

Another kind of culture

And believe that there's a heaven

Waiting for us

After we get sepultured.