Today

Just today,

Stay where I can’t touch you.

Just today,

I will be safe.

I’d rather die than be away from you,

But just today,

I need to breathe.

I know you want me.

But just today,

I’m afraid, I don’t know where I am.

I know everything you did to me.

But now I don’t feel alive.

I need my sensed and my mind.

And here we are,

Breaking our hearts again.

But the only thing I need is today.