A letter to John

Dear John,

How are you baby? I miss you so much... You know... You know I love you, right? Well, I think you know that. I think you love me too.

I don’t know what to say to you at this moment. A lot of things happened to me after we broke up, please believe me, a lot of things happened to me... And to you too, unfourtnally! I didn’t expect this could happen to us, to you specially...

I’m sorry, I should have told you everything a long time ago. But only now I had the courage to do it. But now it’s too late, right? After I decided to tell you about me and everything I discovered what happened that night, after you called me at home. This never crossed my mind, never...

That night I should have told you that I loved you so much, and sometimes I couldn’t even breath when I was by your side... And now it is too late to tell you everything!

You were the best thing that happened to me, you were the best, you were the love of my life, you were my everything, my air! And now I have a part of you, Just a little part inside me. I’m sorry, I should have told you that I’m pregnant! I know I should have told you about it... About everything. But now it’s too late to do it, I know... It’s too late John, and... Oh my God! I’m sorry! I’m sorry baby... I Will tell our baby about the person you were, and about our true love, since we were tenagers... And now? How Will I live without you, my dear John?

I have to go now, your mother is waiting for me. I told her about the baby and she Will help me with it, and with the other things. I’m sorry about my tears, but I’m very sad, I never imagined that I could lose you so soon.

When I find out if it is a boy or a girl, I Will come back here to tell you ok? I bought this red rose to you, I know you used to like roses, specially the red ones.

I hope you are ok whereever you are, and I hope you take care of me and our baby, you are my Angel now! I always think obout you as an Angel. I think you Will be by my side when i deliver our child. I can feel you by my side.

I need to say goodbye now, rest in peace! I Will love you forever... I Will teach our child how to love you too.

I Will love you forever my dear John.

With love,

Sam and baby.