Mom

Mom, how are you today? I hope you are better than me. So far away I can't see you, I can't feel you, I can't smell you. I can't look at you every single morning while you make your coffee, and I smell it telling you that you have the best coffee in the world. I can't come back from school excited to see you, and tell the big news, because you aren't here. Everything I see is a strange who I knew few months ago. I'm not being rude, it's just... You know, she isn't you. I can't stop missing you, I can't stop falling in tears every time I remember our conversations, your advices, you asking me to choose your clothes, all the funny moments that we were together laughing, crying... Being away from you makes me weaker than never, more dramatic than never, but fortunately it won't be forever.